Posted by:
koriwhore
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Date: April 16, 2016 05:55PM
I get the distinct impression when I go to Temple Square and see young couples posing in front of the Temple, that it's exactly like Snow White's Castle and they're the ones who found their prince charming, who whisked them off on a white charger.
That's how I was made to feel in the Temple sealing.
It was definitely something I could see how everything made perfect sense to me in the temple, forwards and backwards, how I got here, why I was here and where I was going. ]
Nothing has ever been so clear to me as it was then.
Now, 30 yrs later, I can't believe I was ever so simplistic.
I can't fathom the fact that I fell for Joseph's Myth, hook, line and sinker. I finally just chalked it up to being socialized to believe the abusive doomsday sex CULT I was born into was really the best alternative for my parents, and 3 generations before them, even though neither of them believed it. Dad was raised in it but didn't really believe it was true, just because he prayed about it and asked God for an answer. When god never got back to him, he figured that was his answer.
Mom never liked the way the church treated blacks and women. Still doesn't. I thought the women were gorgeous and virtuous and good wives and mothers. So I followed that, hoping it was all true.
Little did I know that the whole time I was growing up in my naive little shire, my whole LDS Scout troop was being raped, except me, because my parents didn't force me to do scouts. My friends were forced into it, due to the fact that they couldn't drive before they Earned an Eagle Scout.
I found out at 40, as a 'NOM', married to a devout Molly Mormon mother of our 4 children.
Come to find out the abuse is rampant in my Mormon world. It's horrific and its still ongoing. If I told you what I know about abuse in the church, you'd call the authorities.
I know a lot and I'm the only one in my troop who was not silenced out of money or fear.
I lost my best friend to a Mormon abuse scandal.
He was one of the victims, but he's still Mormon.
Once I took a stand on our freinds behalf, against the church, I couldn't remain silent about how I really felt about the Mormon church enabling rape of children and covering it up like the Catholic Church did, only worse.
Mormon families turn on their kids when their kids come forward about the abuse they've suffered as chilren, at the hands of a Mormon Penisholder who was protected, because Mormons were more interested in "Protecting the Good name of the Church" (their egoes) than they were in protecting my friends and many, many more kids who were vicitmized, because these lying bastards failed to report a rapist to the authorities, because the guy showed up in a suit and tie every Sunday and all of his victims had a lesser preisthood.
Fuck this fucking CULT!