Posted by:
icanbemenow
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Date: October 03, 2016 11:00AM
I have been posting for months about how I needed to tell my parents that I no longer consider myself to be a mormon.
I still haven't done this. Why? Because I am scared. Because I have been conditioned to believe that everyone's feelings matter before mine. I am incredibly passive. I hate asserting myself. But I am ready to do it, and I need help.
I am tired of trying to find the baggiest clothes I have to hide the fact that I took off my garments. I hate having to bite my tongue every time my apostate aunt comes up in conversation. I hate chewing gum like a fiend to cover up my coffee breath.
It isn't me. This isn't me. This isn't the me that I can be or the person I want to be.