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Finally Free!
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Date: December 12, 2016 03:44PM
Yes, it can. For years I was the TBM while my wife was inactive and though she hadn't resigned (we didn't eve know about that at the time) she didn't consider herself a member.
As others have stated, the odds are against it. Here are a few things that the TBM gets to look forward to when going to church with an inactive/non-member spouse:
- Being told on a regular basis that they should leave their spouse.
- Being asked "how are you coping?" from people who assume that your spouse is making your life hell because they don't believe the way you do.
- Not getting "good" callings because people assume there must be something wrong with you because you haven't been able to get your spouse to attend with you.
- People openly or subtly hitting on you in an attempt to get you to leave your spouse for them, since they are so much more worthy.
- Being invited to functions without your spouse since they "wouldn't feel comfortable" as if a non-member is incapable of normal social interaction (OK, let's be honest, non-members feel uncomfortable at Mormon functions because they are capable of normal social interactions and many Mormon's aren't, so they may have a point on this one.)
- Bishop's, Parents, well meaning condescending snobs giving you constant advice on how you "need to set an example", "maintain your standards!", and basically any statement they can come up with that boils down to "It's your fault they aren't a member, your family's salvation depends on you!".
The non-Member spouse gets to deal with the following:
- A spouse that is never home because there is always some church function that is taking their time.
- Wondering why, when they are home, they are reading church materials to come up with a lesson, a home teaching or visiting teaching message, etc. instead of doing something fun or doing something together.
- Helping to create some (usually cheap) crafty item to be delivered to someone else, but not actually delivering it, because that would be awkward.
- Receiving notes/cookies/cheap crafty item from complete strangers about how they are loved and how great it would be if they would just relent and come back to or join the church.
- Awkward meals with missionaries when it's your spouse's turn to feed them.
- "Discussions" over how the kids will be raised, who's religion will be taught to them, if any, and constantly worrying about what's being said to the kids by teachers at church ("Non-members are all but evil incarnate, this is important)
- Constant worry that your spouse is going to up and leave you for the "Perfect Mormon" spouse you're worried that they secretly wished they had married, no matter how much they state otherwise.
- Awkward visits from the in-laws who make passive aggressive comments suggesting that all your problems in life, marriage, work, etc would all simply go away if you were a good member.
Really, it can work, my wife and I made our marriage work, because we do love each other and that meant more to us than religion did. But it isn't easy and the church does everything it can to either convert the non-member spouse or break them up. Often, they don't bother too hard with the conversion attempt and work on breaking the couple up.
After awhile of dealing with all the crap, I went inactive myself, even though I still believed, I just wanted to believe without constantly being told that my marriage must be horrible and my wife must be an evil person who I should leave because she didn't want to go to church with me. I didn't care about that, it wasn't why I married her... So our marriage survived. I'm glad it did.