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Date: October 15, 2010 06:54PM
Recently a former missionary recounted how he returned to Denmark after leaving the church and he mentioned he learned from them how to live a happy secular life.
Here's my two cents from one who paid big bucks for years for a plastic card that some men told me meant I could have my family in heaven, and that would mean happiness.
You now know that's not true and what you're asking how to deal with your inner desire for a deeper, more meaningful life than what is before your nose in Western society. I differ with the previous poster, in that I hung on to the idea of a personal relationship with a living Jesus Christ as the ultimate, but in time I came to realize that the idea of a living Jesus paying for my sins with his life was not only improbable, but downright ghoulish (a benevolent god wants a human sacrifice, moreover, his own son?)
For me, New Age is not about the self at all--quite the opposite, it is about coming to grips with reality without an imaginary friend or super-being who keeps reassuring you as you confess, confess, confess your worthiness. It is about recognizing the awesome deliciousness of life's complexity, the testimony of every living thing to a powerful creative force which we are a part of...which we influence with our thoughts...a creation in which everyone is truly equal and nobody has to pay a dime to be "ok".
We all know that if nobody makes any money, there is no advertising. So there are no missionaries for a life of quiet personal spirituality. No one will recruit you, it is something you must seek yourself because it will be unique to you. No band of merry doctrine-followers to agree that your group of beliefs is better than their groups of beliefs, just you and...the ocean. You and the sky. You and the Being that is your Soul finally noticing that you are watching your thoughts parade through your head like crazy monkeys.
Did you know there are two of you in there? And one of them isn't really you at all. Your Soul is the one judging, the one who says, "Where did that thought come from." Ironically, once you realize that, you can never unrealize it. There is no studying great tomes of wisdom (although you can if you want). Once you begin to recognize and discard the illusions that have blinded you, you begin to awaken. To be awake is to have joy in knowing reality and fully living/enjoying/experiencing every moment in the present.
There--that's it. That's the sum of what all the Great Masters taught, that the point is to open yourself up to a new way of being in the world that is not about doing, but about being your highest self. And that highest self can go on.
Do you think that Jesus would approve of what has happened to the Kingdom of God which he said was "within"? If he wanted to be thought of as living, why did he say "Do this in remembrance of me". Because he is GONE.
We don't really know what Jesus said because we are so brainwashed about the interpretation. For starters, read Deepok Chopra "The Third Christ." But most importantly, spend lots of time in nature and question everything you've ever been taught. Millions of people are awaking every day.
What helped me was Eckhart Tolle's book "Silence Speaks." It starts with this: "You may not need to read this book. You may need only to hold it to be reminded of what you already know." That deep well of spirituality that is within you will come out naturally as you free yourself to be in the world (nature) and open yourself to experiencing everything without fear of demons or being "lead astray" or any of the fearmongering promulgated by organized religion.
You are simply on the path you were always meant to travel--a PERSONAL PATH. You just got sidetracked by organized religion, which is a lot like organized crime.
Good luck, friend.