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Date: May 20, 2017 07:53PM
Shummy Wrote:
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RageaholicSometimes...when I didn't get the part that I had gone on the cattle call for.
My Mom was depending on me to become the next national kid star so that I could earn the money that would bring with it a higher, and much easier, standard of living for our family.[*]
My uncle was a film director and knew "everyone" in "town," so there were several years when I went to every cattle call in the industry that was for a girl in my age range. I would do fine in most of those (sometimes REALLY well...I really DID have everyone "with me")...right up until the time (the close of the audition) when I submitted my photo portfolio, and I could see the adult faces around the auditioning "circle" fall. (Underneath my facial skin are my Grandma's German bones, and they photograph differently than I actually look, in a business where photography/film is the name of the game.)
When my Mom learned that, once again, I did not get the part, she would go ballistic with disappointment (she really thought that I would be a newly-revised version of Shirley Temple), and most of the time these episodes concluded with me on the kitchen floor and her kicking me (hard!!!) in the stomach, around the floor, as she screamed at me.
I am photo-phobic to this day. If "it" (whatever "it" is) involves photos, I will NOT do it.
[*] This has always been true in "Hollywood" (whether film Hollywood, or TV Hollywood, or recording industry Hollywood): When you see a child (means: under 18) actor or other performer, the chances are very good that their employment is financially supporting their family...and they DO know this, every waking second of every day (and frequently in their nightmares as well). If they lose a part, or their series gets cancelled, their family has just lost its (probably total, or near-total) income...and there are plenty of kids who start their careers as beautiful, or appealingly cute, infants.