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Smoke and mirrors
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Date: June 23, 2017 09:22AM
First, Eric, there are exceptions to every "living" rule, and whatever instinct led you to leave the post up, well in my book you are human, but I very much trust your instincts and decisions.
Second, when I read the OP's postings, and got down to the "tick" question, I thought, "Ah, yes, the mirror." It was the silent question behind the screen name and first post. The OP has been lurking, and wants to know how so much love, humor and community can be had by exmos.
That we are not in fact demonic must present a terrible cog dis. That we do not dwell in fear as the OP does, seemed to be the primary fear of the OP. How did we lose fear of Satan, yet not succumb to "his ways?"
The OP has been erroneously taught that exmos are one short death-step away from outer darkness, so why are exmos so fearless?
The OP lives in a world of inner darkness, where the inability to question and constant fear has burned down to one answer: faith. There is nothing on which to rely, no answers to the lies of LDS, no obviously "true" revelations from those who profit so heavily from "propheting" nothing, while living off of the sweat and blood of the poor.
The OP had no words, no tools to ask, "What makes me tick? What is faith?" Straight-forward questioning is not done.
The circular reasoning is beginning to crack, and there is only "us" who will tell the truth, "we" who have refused to be hammered in fear by those who would use and abuse us. We know the process.
Yes, having no other tools, the OP preached, but to me, the larger part of the posts were all about doubt. My only suggestion or answer to the OP would be to keep reading.
Finally, Eric, I understand the desire and courtesy, but you owe no one here apology. I may be wrong, but I saw what I think you may have seen, a doubter, someone learning to ask questions. There are thousands of "answers" as to exmos from LDS, yet those, all that smoke, did not satisfy.
One must wonder about that.
Thank you for leaving it up, being the kind soul that you are, and trying to please so many with only one brain and two hands. Humans are the "miracles" in which I have faith.
I won't "be offended" if you nix this thread, or if I'm wrong about why you left it up, but I just wanted to offer my support of your choice.