Posted by:
se7enthdagger
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Date: September 14, 2017 09:39PM
Hello RfM, havent posted in quite some time, not since I learned of my younger brothers calling to serve a mission. Its been 5 months now since he left, we used to talk often (3 - 4 times a week) dispite living half a country away.
Ever since his depature to the MTC in New Zealand in May, Ive felt a hole in my gut that my wife has started to notice. I miss my brother... I have been writing emails to him as often as I can, but lately ive started to feel an irrational anger, not toward him exactly, but at the situation. His response emails are full of (what seems like) forced proclamations "I urge you to pray" "I believe the church is true" yadda yadda yadda etc.
Is this pretty standard?? It feels like my brother is writing it but whenever it gets to the preachy shit, they feel like theyve been put there by someone else, they dont feel genuine but more like a recited que-card from a sales person with his supervisor watching what hes writing from over his shoulder.
I havent written in over a week now :( and I want to because I love him very much but I dont like reading his regergitated propaganda
Any advice??