Posted by:
Badassadam1
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Date: May 21, 2018 03:13PM
Nightingale Wrote:
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> Adam, read back. You said, among other things,
> that you are not sure you are safe and that you
> are afraid to go to sleep. I read one post (can't
> see it now) that stated you are resigned to this
> new roommate harming you, or words to that effect.
> So it's not out of line for a reader here to get
> the impression that you are saying that you may be
> in danger. That's why posters, professionals
> amongst them, have given the advice they have - to
> call for professional help. This sounds like
> something you can't handle yourself. Besides that,
> it seems like the last thing you need is somebody
> else's psych problems in your environment.
>
> As for "strangers on a discussion board" not "step
> up in real life", well, sometimes they do, but
> that is not the major reason we're here. So I
> wouldn't expect that or ask it of fellow posters.
> So that is an invalid criticism, imho.
>
> As far as anybody here can do, due to the nature
> of this board and time, distance, and everybody
> having their own lives to work out, many give you
> much. You get as much, and way more, support,
> advice, time, best wishes, as I have ever seen any
> other person receive, no matter what their
> problems and needs are, including grief, illness,
> pain, psych issues, confusion, estrangement,
> regret and appalling loss.
>
> It would be good to see some acknowledgement from
> you of the many people who have stepped up
> regularly and frequently to give their best
> insights and advice regarding your ongoing
> multitude of issues. It's difficult for hurting
> people to reach out and assist others; sometimes
> they have to save all their energy to help
> themselves. But they do it here day after day
> after day after day, notably often for your sake.
> It bites to get the impression that you take it
> for granted, or worse, don't appreciate it, an
> impression formed by how often you have disparaged
> RfM and all its posters (with one notable
> exception). A few times you get a less than 100%
> positive reply. That's no reason to go off on
> everybody. It's already hard to reach out to a
> stranger, especially when you're in need yourself,
> as I already said. It's even tougher when you bite
> back like a wounded animal. People here don't
> deserve that.
>
> I'm not commenting on this thread in particular,
> just relating my general observations from your
> time here. Re the comment you are replying to (by
> calling us all "strangers on a discussion board"
> who, as you mention all too often, don't do enough
> for you) so it's a sharp remark. One out of dozens
> of supportive replies in all your threads. It
> happens sometimes. Can you try to let go of that
> broad brush you use to paint everybody with the
> same colour? It may sound simplistic but really,
> changing your perspective (by avoiding
> generalizations) could perhaps go some way to
> helping you see things in a more positive light.
>
> As for all the "strangers" on this board, I see
> many thoughtful, compassionate, experienced people
> who reach out to others regularly and who are
> overflowing with excellent advice. You could do
> worse than to try to employ some of it. Make a
> call. Take a break. Try something different.
> Approach the right resources. Something. Anything.
> To try to solve things, if only one problem at a
> time. When things are piling up and you feel
> overwhelmed, make a list of all your issues that
> need solutions. Then prioritize them. Tackle one
> at a time, most urgent first (in your case,
> perhaps your living arrangements and your medical
> and psych status). Don't take on a major problem
> to try and solve a more minor one (i.e. if new
> roomie is going to make things worse in your
> environment, which will hold you back, got to get
> rid and solve the financial woes in a different
> way - maybe as relatively simple as finding a less
> complex roommate for a time).
>
> I'm not saying it's simple. But a methodical
> approach could help. One problem at a time (or the
> first few major ones on the list; whatever is
> urgent in your world).
>
> And yeah, This is a "discussion board". About
> being exmo. It cannot take the place, as we've
> said several times, of real life professional help
> when warranted.
>
> And if you ask for advice, try taking some of it.
> People have experience and good ideas. And they
> give you a gift every time you post. They answer
> you. In droves. Ongoing. Don't knock it.
Not sure what decision to make right now. I don't exactly have a financial solution if he leaves. But i don't like that i am the more mentally sound one between him and i. I am pretty sound comparatively to my past self but he kind of rattles me a little bit as far as his lack of self control. I will try to push him a little bit to try and see his psychiatrist and tell him about his lack of mental control and insanely high energy level. The guy is saving me from homelessness for right now because i haven't been able to work quite yet.