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Nervous Breakdown
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Date: June 11, 2018 12:41PM
I think I may be starting to have another nervous breakdown (not a clinical term, but whatever).
Asking for advice as I know a lot of struggle with PTSD and you’re the smartest bunch of people I know.
I’m married to a man who physically resembles my sexual abuser insomuch that they are both tall, white, have dark hair, etc. Fairly generic similarities, but it’s enough to confuse my brain a lot.
Yesterday my husband said something that triggered my PTSD very badly. I tried to explain to him what happened (probably not very well) and instead of listening to me he continued playing on his phone. I lost my $hit at that point and everything has gone downhill since then.
I’ve been under a lot of stress lately: death of a grandparent, another one diagnosed with cancer, moving cross country, grueling traveling (still jet lagged)... I think it’s just all too much for me.
I feel myself buckling under the pressure and I don’t know what to do. My mom’s a retired RN and has been very supportive. I honestly think I’m safer at home than in a psychiatric ward. No desire for self-harm.
Any advice would be great.