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NeverMo in CA
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Date: July 31, 2018 01:15PM
I apologize up-front that this will be a long post. I have been friends for about six years with a very sweet neighbor who is TBM to the core, whom I'll call "Emma." Her oldest child, a girl, is my daughter's age, and she also has three other, younger children (all boys), with the youngest two being only three and an infant. She's also a full-time, stay-at-home mom, and of course does the usual TBM things on top of all that--teaches a Primary class, cleans the church when it's their family's turn, etc.
In other words, like any mother of four active young children, especially one who is with them all the time, she appears exhausted almost every time I see her and often sounds mildly depressed as well. Unfortunately, in my experience (as well as my observations of many others mothers I know), that is not so unusual.
What has always been disturbing, however, is that her husband seems to be not only clueless about how hard she has it but also shows some (possibly) abusive behavior. The one that has always stood out to me is possible financial abuse. Yes, having four kids costs a lot, and yes, we live in the SF Bay Area, probably the most expensive region of the country. However, her husband makes good money--I have a pretty good idea how much, as I used to work in tech also, and my husband as well as most other people I know around here also work in high tech, including some who work for the same large company as my friend's husband does. I'd say my TBM friend's hubby must be earning around $150 K, give or take a few thousand. Although housing costs are astronomical here, their house is small and very modest, and they have spent very little (if anything) on fixing it up.
Without boring everyone with too many details, it is clear to me both from my observations as well as things my friend tells me that she and her husband spend almost nothing except on the most basic of necessities: the mortgage, utilities and food and (very occasionally) clothing, all of which, apart from her husband's work clothing, seems to be purchased from thrift stores. Their furniture seems to be almost entirely hand-me-downs from relatives and is VERY worn, not that I think I think there is anything wrong with that; I'm just making the point that they truly spend virtually nothing on anything but the most basic essentials. Of course, I am sure they also spend on that "essential," tithing.
Meanwhile, Emma is more often than not wearing clothes with holes in them, as, frequently, are her kids. Her daughter, the oldest, usually wears shoes that are falling apart--they are so tattered they barely stay on her feet. Although our girls are the same age, my daughter is taller and bigger, so maybe twice a year I give Emma a large bag of girls' clothing in good condition. To give you an idea how these poor kids are usually dressed, another neighbor said to me recently, "'Emma' told me that you just gave her daughter a lot of your daughter's old clothes. I figured someone had done that, because I'd never seen her kids wearing anything that nice before." :-( To be clear, it's not like my daughter is wearing expensive or designer clothing, either: Most of what I gave Emma had been purchased at Target, JC Penney's, etc. It's just that the clothes were still newish-looking and didn't have stains or holes.
The worst example of this is that a year or two ago, Emma mentioned she had gone thrift-store shopping and had found a cute sweater for herself--she said it cost only three dollars but looked great. I said I was curious to see it. She then told me her husband had taken it from her as soon as she'd come home and put it away in a closet, because "He says we can wrap it and that can be one of my Christmas presents." !!! He finally bought her a cell phone about two years ago, and that was only because she'd gotten into a minor car accident one day and had been unable to call anyone for help.
To be clear, I do not think any of what I've described is necessarily abusive in and of itself. I know plenty of people who are major bargain-hunters, love thrift-store shopping, etc. I love buying things secondhand myself (although I am not buying myself or anyone else items that are stained or have holes in them). I'm not sure Emma would even disagree with her husband about their extreme thriftiness, other than that I know she was resentful when she didn't have a cell phone; that is the only time I have ever heard her even mildly complain about him.
However, the extreme thrift is only one aspect of Emma's situation. She is constantly saying things like, "I cleaned all day, weeded the garden, made cupcakes for a school party, etc...but 'Tom' says I could get a lot more done if I would just organize my time better." (Remember, she's doing all this with four kids, two of whom are still too young for school and one in diapers.) "'Tom' says if I would just learn to manage my time, I could plant even more vegetables, and we wouldn't have to supplement with veggies from Safeway." (They truly have the largest, most impressive vegetable garden I have ever seen...but okay.) "'Tom' says there's no point putting Lucas in pre-school part-time because I'm home anyway, and it's an unnecessary cost." "Tom says I could be making the kids healthier meals." And on and on. What's especially sad is that she doesn't say these things to me like she is letting off steam; they are all conveyed in an "I guess Tom has a point--I could be doing better" tone. :-(
Yesterday, I was speaking with another friend who is also close to "Emma," the TBM friend. In fact, she sees Emma much more than I do, as their houses are on the same street. She told me she is concerned enough for Emma that she has started keeping a written log of things Emma says to her about her home situation. She asked me to start keeping a log too. I was surprised, and I asked, "Do you believe he hits her?" (I have never suspected that, btw.)
My friend replied, "No, I don't, but there are other types of abuse."
I agree; however, as I told my friend, "What are you going to do? Go to the police and say her husband is an extreme cheapskate? Say that he criticizes her housekeeping?"
If anything, as I told my other friend, I am concerned that if either of us were even to suggest to Emma that Tom's treatment of her is not good, she might tell him, and then he would probably try to prevent her from seeing us. My other friend also said yesterday that she has not felt welcome by Tom for quite a while now if she stops by to see Emma, and she believes he is trying to isolate Emma from her. I feel if there is one thing Emma needs in this situation, it is friends. At least the other friend and I can offer to watch her kids (we often do), give her kids some decent clothes, etc. If Tom is truly trying to isolate Emma from people, I don't think pissing him off is going to help.
One more thing I find disturbing, although it may seem trivial: About two weeks ago, I was talking with Emma, and she mentioned in passing that Tom was gone for the weekend, leading a Cub Scout camping trip. (He's away on Cub Scout camping trips for their church troops fairly often.) A few days after that, I ran into Tom and, being friendly, asked, "So, did you have a good time camping?" Tom has always been friendly to me in the past, but he suddenly got an odd look on his face and asked, "How did you know I was camping?" I was taken aback by his reaction to such an innocent question and said, "Well, I saw Emma last weekend, and she mentioned you went on a Cub Scout trip." "Oh," he responded, still sounding a little...I don't know, slightly annoyed perhaps. "Yes, it was nice, thanks." I mean, WTH? It's no secret he's a Cub Scouts troop leader and goes camping a lot, so why wouldn't I have known? It made me wonder--and this was prior to talking with my other friend yesterday--if maybe he was starting to try to isolate his wife from people. Like, how dare she discuss what he or their family does.
Has anyone faced a similar situation with a friend or family member where you suspect abuse, but it is not clear-cut, physical abuse? Any suggestions on how I can best support my poor friend without making this worse? Another potential issue is that both myself and the friend who said she's started keeping a log of things Emma tells her are neverMos. I'm Catholic, albeit not religious, and the friend who fears Emma is being isolated is a very devout Catholic. I'm concerned that could make Tom even more likely to isolate Emma from us (if in fact that's what he's doing). I personally do not believe it would be a good idea to get involved in any way other than to continue being a friend to Emma, but perhaps I'm wrong.