Posted by:
azsteve
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Date: October 20, 2018 09:38AM
I went to a Psychiatrist a few months ago for a mental health assessment. She said that I don't need medications but that there are some real issues that I need to work out, from things that have happened to me in the past. When I brought up the Mormon church, she hesitated and then said "yes, I have several other clients with those same issues". Her expression was one of acknowledgement that there are some valid issues of mental health there that need to be worked out. She referred me to a counselor in her office since she doesn't do the counseling part herself.
So I started seeing this counselor. We've met three times now. That's been long enough for her to know a lot about me, and for her to start making some recommendations to me. It was interesting that when I described the pre-1990 endowment ceremony to her, she seemed shocked and possibly even skeptical (she tried to mask it but I am good at reading people), when I described the blood oaths to her. I couldn't detect any bias on her part though, just perhaps some attempts to mask her surprise about the content of the old temple ceremony. I said, "that really happened", and "just look up mormon blood oaths on the internet yourself". In that meeting, she said that my patterns of expression might indicate some level of bi-polar disorder, and she asked if I wanted to review the possibility of getting a medication for bi-polar disorder. I told her that I want to avoid any psychotropic drugs unless I absolutely need them. In that discussion, she also asked if I would consider "re-framing" some of my experiences. She didn't suggest the direction that such reframing might take. Has anyone here been asked by a counselor if they could reframe their experiences? I don't want to dismiss her suggestion. Maybe there is merit in her suggestion. I don't see any value to sugar-coating my experiences in how I myself see them. Can anyone here suggest a healthy reframe? I've got a lot of anger about how the church mis-led me for several years and I told her that. Less anger is probably a good thing. I don't know if that's where she was going or not.