Posted by:
exminion
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Date: December 07, 2018 08:28PM
Please do NOT feel bad that you might have two divorces. I had a regional calling in the LDS older singles, for several years, and second marriages have a bad track record. Usually the couples get married in haste, to "make things right and get on with life." They are desperate (mentally), and they feel they are lucky to find anyone who appears to be half-way decent. Divorced people need to be even more choosy. I was in that situation, too, and quickly married an old boyfriend from BYU, that I assumed had grown up. He hadn't grown up at all, and he never will.
I should have asked myself, "If he's so great, why is he still unmarried, un-engaged, and available?" Well, it was for the same reason I didn't marry him at BYU--he was an inveterate cheater.
When I think I'm a big expert, I tell people with absentee spouses, that they are probably cheating on them. My ex didn't listen to me or his children, or his family. He left us, long before he actually abandoned us. He sneaked away, like a coward, giving me a phone call to tell me, "I just don't want a family anymore. I won't be sending you any money. I don't care what happens to the kids." He moved in live with one of his women.
The reason I'm telling you this is that my second husband had plenty of time to hide all his assets. His TBM parents had me and my SIL sign away all our rights to any property--like a pre-nup--when were both pregnant with our 3rd and 4th child. The law gave me the right to sue for child support, and I received the barest minimum, for the shortest amount of time.
How you act does have to do with whether you have children, or not. If you have children, you need to look out for their welfare. I doubt is he cares much about your children, if he sees his family only 4-5 days a month!
If you have no children--yay--32 is young! There's nothing wrong with you. You just got caught, briefly, in the second-marriage trap, that's all. No one worthwhile will ever hold that against you. Don't date Mormons, and you will probably find someone else--maybe someone who was duped, like you.
"Trying to save a marriage" is overrated! Wisdom will tell you when it is time to cut your losses and move on. I regret trying too hard, for too long, in my first marriage. My husband was beating me almost every day, and staying longer gave him more opportunities to break more bones and do more damage. It was that damn Mormon temple-eternity thing, and fear of shaming my family, that kept me in.
Your happiness (and safety) is your No.1 priority! Your children, if you have them, are an inseparable No 1.5 priority.
If your worse case scenario is to remain single for a few years, or longer--statistics show single women are happier than married women! I would never want to get married again, and I'm happy.
Do it. Christmas is the perfect time. I got that phone call from my ex on Christmas Eve!