Posted by:
exminion
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Date: February 19, 2019 04:35PM
"How do you get mad when they are the ones serving the food?" MacaRomney is right.
Change your attitude, and keep changing it, every few seconds, if you need to, and, yes, keep your eyes from rolling.
Mormon relatives are a conundrum. You can't lump them all together, and each gathering is different, too.
I have been working on this for 10 years, now, and I've learned which relatives/activities to avoid, and how to make some of them even enjoyable!
My TBM older brother abused me, and a nephew stole money from me and others. I avoid them, and want to protect my family from them.
I have a group of girl cousins, who have all left the cult, and we are almost as close as sisters.
One side of my family are "Mormon Royalty," and they are the worst. They like to brag about themselves and their church callings, missions, bla-bla. Actually, these people were pretty easy, at first, because I just gave them what they wanted: someone to listen to their boasting. I never had to answer any questions, never had to tell them how I was doing, never had to contribute to the conversation at all. After a few years of this, I felt used, and phony. No one cared about me at all. The reunion was at a resort, and the food was good, so I started playing with the kids. They appreciated my supervision, and keeping them happy, so they could gossip and yak, without interruption. Win-win. When my kids got older, they refused to go, and I went alone a couple of times. Yeah, single people are just "extras." It depends on how you feel. When I started feeling awkward, and like no one knew me or cared, I stopped going.
Funerals and weddings are sort of the same. Why are you there? You probably want to honor the deceased and give condolences--so do just that. No, it's not a gossip-fest. After years of enduring funerals alone, and listening to the POS (Plan of Salvation, not the other "POS") sermon, that says I'm going to be alone in the hereafter, too, I decided to take my dignity and joy back--I refuse to be preached-at my Mormons! I go to the viewing, and not the funeral. I can wear pants. I sign the register, so they know I was there, if they care. I go through the reception line, and then out the door. I also write a brief note on the funeral website, if there's one.
Weddings, you might enjoy, if you have a spouse to go with you. For me, it was another trap for me to be single in a couples world. I usually MAIL a present. If I must, I go through the line, and go home.
I won't go to sit-down dinners, or situations where I'm stuck in one place with people, and can't leave, when the conversations get Mormon-y.
I go to several Mormon open houses, which are OK, because I can circulate. I usually go with someone, so I can talk to the people I'm there with. I like to say things like, "It's a party--let's not talk about work or religion. Aren't these decorations pretty...."
One yearly Christmas open house is hosted by my awful TBM ex-in-laws, and I go to be a good sport, because my children want me to go with them. I really do care about my kids' cousins, etc, and have a good time. But--they are always pressuring my kids and me to come back to church. So, I leave as early as possible, because there's another open house to go to. If you want to leave early, it's best to arrive on time.
I know what posters mean about having scripts or dialogs. That helps build confidence. It also puts the party into the category of an interesting "challenge."
Finally, what helped me most of all, is to define the boundaries and goals. How far do you want to let these people into your life? Is it really necessary for you to have a conversation with these people? Is your goal to make them understand you (I hope not)? Is your goal to help them break free of their brainwashing (I hope not). Give up trying to change them. Also, give up trying to please them. They will never like you as much as they did when you were Mormon. Yeah, that's depressing. If it's too depressing, that's not good, either!
I have had some bad experiences, which I will spare the telling, but In the worst of times, I had a secret weapon. I would plan something for after the party, usually with a good friend, or with my own family, or even with the pets. I would have that to look forward to, when the family reunion was OVER. Include wine, coffee, chocolate, favorite treats, a movie, a hike, or whatever grounds you and makes you feel whole and at peace, again.
I actually look forward to that once-dreaded Christmas open house, because the party afterwards is so much fun!