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Mother Who Knows
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Date: August 31, 2019 06:22AM
I started BYU as an English major, but quickly learned that the English department was no good.
Now, I think "Mormon literature" is an oxymoron. I think of the "Twilight" books, which is BYU's literary claim to fame.
In a BYU English class, I won a poetry contest. I didn't know I was entering it. I just found out that a poem was due that day, and I quickly wrote whatever, to hand in something.
So, the teacher analyzed my poem for the class. Ziller is right! The teacher said I had done things deliberately, that was just--random. For example she praised my use of certain word (I have long forgotten the forgettable poem), and I had used that word because it rhymed and fit in well with a more important word I was going to use in the following line. She read not just a double meaning, but a triple meaning into my poem as a whole--but my real meaning was not any of the three, but something much more straightforward. The teacher praised my abrupt, shocking ending! Wow, it just cut you off, leaving you in mid-air, in ambiguity, asking all kinds of questions, making the reader fill in the blanks. The truth was that I had run out of time! I had to end the thing to hand it in!
In a BYU literature class, we had an essay test, on the meaning of a book--I can't remember which book--I can't remember much about BYU, except that I didn't like it. Anyway, I got a D on the test, because the teacher had a completely different meaning. Well, I had read the book before, in high school, and I felt I was very clear on the meaning, and I had backed up my interpretations with specific techniques the author used. The teacher seemed to be completely off, and in opposition to my high school teacher, who was a far superior teacher--so I raised my hand, and asked THE CLASS, to raise their hands if they agreed with MY meaning--and almost the whole class raised their hand! With something as subjective as "meaning", perhaps there's not just ONE TRUE WAY of interpreting something. Plus, if a class were searching for "meaning," the best way would be to arrive at a majority consensus. The BYU teacher changed her grading, to include the majority idea as "correct".
Another BYU English teacher teacher accused me of plagiarizing our fist assignment, which was 1-3 descriptive paragraphs. I was outraged, as my integrity meant a lot to me. I denied it, and he didn't believe me. I asked him why he thought that, and he said that I didn't LOOK like someone who could write like that. He said I was too "pretty and girl-y". He said I seemed too "happy-go-lucky." I controlled my temper and said, "So, you would not have accused me of copying out of a book--if I had fit YOUR stereotype of a writer?" I would have had to be a male, and a brooding recluse, or whatever. He finally agreed to let me try again, and I wrote 3 paragraphs, describing something else, in his office, with him watching, and he read them, and gave me an A. I went to the administration building and dropped the class.
This example is more about policy than liberal arts, but I want to tell it. I returned to BYU, and wanted a job, to put my husband through school. I was interviewed by a BYU administrator, to be his secretary, and he said, "Your application says you are married, right?"
I answered, "Yes."
He asked me, "Are you using birth control?" I started to choke, and failed to answer.
He said, "I need to know what kind of birth control you are using. The rhythm method doesn't work, you know. You have to use the pill. Are you taking birth control pills?"
It was the sixties, and I was taught that Mormons did not believe in birth control at the time. Anyway, felt violated, that he had asked the question. I had had enough work experience in California to know that this line of questioning was inappropriate, and maybe illegal, so I remained silent, wondering how to handle this.
He said, "I have to ask this, before I hire you, because I have had too many secretaries quit because of pregnancy."
I thought that there probably was another reason why they quit! Good BYU jobs were scarce, and it was a nice office, but I knew I could not be happy working for this person."
I said out loud, "I feel your questions are inappropriate, and would probably be illegal in California. If I have to answer your questions, in order to get the job, I don't want the job." and got up and walked out. I found a job, outside of BYU, that paid twice as much. I figure that BYU gets away with stuff like that, because they are a "private" university, and the women are desperate for jobs.