Posted by:
Warrior71783
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Date: January 16, 2020 05:25PM
Been a long time coming. Bank admitted making a mistake by garnishing an account specific to SSDI deposits but not responsible for a refund. Banktrupcy lawyer says he can get the money back even if i fail in the court hearing. So i am done with banks based on this for the most part. If i have to get another bank because i HAVE to do direct deposits for SSDI then so be it i guess, i might ask social security if they can mail my check just for my case because last week. No matter what anybody says the bank manager looked it up and they were in the wrong but not liable for refund. The banktrupcy lawyer was right, the bank screwed up because they are on automatic pilot with giving money away without thinking. If i absolutely HAVE to get a bank account for SSDI i will have to cash out the day the check lands from now on.
I will cashout future work delivery checks immediately outside of banks no matter the fee also. I learned how money orders worked yesterday at walmart and it seems to be a better way as far as making certain payments. I still have to go to court with the evidence i have though to maybe get the disability money back on my own. Maybe i'll win and get it back this way and maybe i won't, i don't have lawyer skills so maybe i can lose even with the evidence. Either way i have to do things differently as far as money handling on my part because i definitely got over my head with debt. I will feel a lot better after the banktrupcy is completed and all debt is cleared. Just wanted to get out of pain and get to some deprogrammed sanity and maybe become a real adult on the way or something. The adult adam that had never come to fruition because of cult oppression and tactics used against me and many other children from the 1980's and back to at least a 100 years and further of these oppressive tactics of men and repetitious brainwashing techniques. Keeping us fearful for most of our lives. I'm tired of living in fear everyday. Its not living at all. I never got struck by lightning by going to real counseling and the devil never tackled me for getting help. No regular human wants to attack adam in real life like it was in cult life. The real world is actually way less violent then the cult world at least from my first hand experience so far. In the cult you are taught about violence and sing about violence from the earliest memories. Cutting off labans head is a good thing and correct behavior for example.
The past couple weeks has been very stressful though and a friend has helped me through. Normally my old self would not even fight for myself and i would just starve and freeze to death but my friend has made me realize that despite all my mistakes and errors that it is not the end for me. The world needs the warrior even injured and flawed and still partially programmed without understanding of most laws. I just want to live and survive and maybe by accident get a decent life. I'm working for mostly cash again today so i am very happy, mostly tip earnings. No waiting for a paycheck and no more using a bank. Money is safer with me by far. I'm still regrouping from the financial punch to the gut but i'll be alright in the end at least my friend has made me believe this. If johnson mark wants to break into my place and try to garnish me himself then i have a chance to defend and i will have better odds at least. I will also say i am impressed for having the guts to steal my disability face to face like a man and not garnish disability like a coward from a bank. I much rather someone try to steal from me face to face than have last week happen again with being garnished to zero and even to negative. My blood family wants me to fail because i never bought into their bs. I knew something was wrong and odd with their beliefs as a kid. So i was a threat. I see this now. They made me think i was nuts just for breathing and they were successful for a very long time. If i get help and out of their clutches then their whole fantasy is over. What they did to me was evil but i have struggled mightily in the real world and i admit it but i am not the only escapee that struggles. Its an extremely hard transition. My habits to survive as a kid are not very good to use as an adult. My financial habits obviously are not very good and my friend is helping me realize this. My parents put the cult first always so that was my example. But that example sucked for me to emulate and copy. All i got was dust and air when i did what the cult told me to do. I got screwed in the end. Mentally, financially, emotionally, socially, and especially physically. The religion was the ultimate mirage in the end for me. I needed real healing and i got air in the end.
I can learn better money handling skills. I am tired of letting institions make me think they have better money holding skills than me and make me think they have my best interest in mind. They don't. I am tired of being an idiot and trusting institutions of any kind especially with money. And jesus is no better at money handling than i am either. Always knew i was better than their jesus from day one. Only a mirage in the end. The bank was just a useless and not a very good middleman or an honorable one for that matter. And yes honor matters. Especially to a warrior. Honor matters. You admit to making a mistake to my face as a manager of a bank and then say sorry guy its not our problem to refund. Well maybe it is a problem and should be your problem. Maybe screwing me is like screwing all the civilians of society all at once without even knowing it. Maybe. Maybe people hearing about screwing over one man and then admitting it is a big problem for other citizens to hear about that use banks. Who knows. But i am out and i can legally cut out banks if i choose and i will. Everyone else can do as they choose. I won't willingly get screwed like that again if i can help it so i am changing how i manage money and do things with money. I am legally stepping out of the banking world. And i don't regret it. Everyone else i wish you luck. All my banktrupcy papers are turned it. It was like completing the ultimate college final paper but i did it. Now i am going to celebrate and buy a pepsi with cash. Appreciate the help.