Posted by:
forestpal
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Date: April 05, 2020 08:54PM
Thanks for posting, Just Venting. Three months! You are ahead of us. Do you and your wife have a private bedroom, a yard, a balcony? Some noise-cancelling headphones on Amazon would be worth the huge expense.
So much of this isolation is having to cope with the demons in your own head. I suffer from waves of PTSD flashbacks, but I'm lucky, because I'm in shelter with wonderful people that I love, who are on my side, in helping me. Yeah, I've been with a family like your parents, and you do feel they are against you. Well, let me tell you that they probably ARE against you! Yes, the nasty Mormons (as opposed to the nice ones) want you to fail, and come crawling back to the cult. They want you to be shunned, to feel less worthy, to doubt yourself, and all those bad things. Anything to make you go back! This is not in your imagination. Now that you have faced the facts, you can throw off their slings and arrows, much like you protect yourself from germs. The difference is that words can't really hurt you.
Perhaps you could reason with your family, as I have with mine, to not talk non-stop about the bad things happening--especially in front of the children--and bad political accusations, and hysterical predictions of fatalities and financial disaters--and cdrtainly not talk about DEATH or RELIGION.
Still, my family will pray together, for comfort, all of us to the same God. Even without belief in God, prayer works much like meditation, and is very calming. Praying is not the same as selling and preaching and manipulating.
Seriously, a group such as you are in, in a confined isolation, for months on end--MUST work hard to keep your sanity!
Writing on RFM, or just writing to yoursef, helps. At least you are safe. (((hugs)))
I took my own advice, and didn't watch conference, or even hear it in the next room, and will not talk about it to my family. I do read what RFM has to say about conference, to keep up on what is influencing my TBM family members, but that is all.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 04/05/2020 08:59PM by forestpal.