Posted by:
Jaxson
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Date: March 16, 2021 11:52AM
I have to get me one of these -
https://awesomethreadz.com/products/wooden-spoon-survivorI could go on for hours. Growing up in the 1960's, my mother was a frustrated TBM mother/housewife. More often than not, those frustrations were taken out on me. I can't begin to count how many wooden spoons or rubber spatulas (stung like hell!!) were broken on my ass. For convenience, she carried a wooden spoon in her purse for easy access when she wasn't at home.
My father once told me he hardly remembered a morning where us kids didn't leave for school in tears. He was scared of her too, and when she would start in every morning, that was his cue to get out of the house and off to work. He apologized to me later in life for not putting a stop to it. Every day I would come home from school and pause to gather myself at the front door. I never knew what monster was on the other side. Some of my friends' fond memories is of her chasing me through the house swinging a broom at me. She used to tell my school teachers at parent/teacher night that if I ever got out of line they had her permission to beat me.
I used to keep track. The all-time record was 33 consecutive days of being hit, smacked, spanked, beaten, etc., in some form. There were times where I was beaten so hard and for so long that I would stop crying because I couldn't feel the pain any more. That would really piss her off, so I would "fake cry" in an effort to get her to stop.
The most frustrating part is that I was a good kid!! I was too fucking afraid to be otherwise. I would see my friends with their mothers and wonder what it would be like to live in a house of love instead of a house of fear. Later in life my mother told me that it was BECAUSE of the beatings she gave me that I turned out as good as I did. I just shook my head and told her that if she EVER laid a hand on my kids like she did me...I would kill her. The chain broke with me.
I could go on for hours.