Ever seen your old but younger you? How was your posture? Did you look confident?

Seen many still pictures of me and I look out of touch, downbeaten but not depresssed, there was a picture from my teenage-years or early 20s I threw in the garbage bin because it was eery. Could not look at it. My eyes on the picture signaled something similar to the thousand-yard stare and what I know today was that it was many years ahead of more and increased worries. The only good thing with all the pictures is that looking at them is to know in many ways it is over.