Posted by:
CaptainCanuck
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Date: November 05, 2021 12:50PM
I been thinking a lot about my mission lately, and had a thought about a specific experience which I feel now was an extreme guilt trip.
At one of our full missionary conferences (it was over Christmas time if I remember correctly) our mission president gave us all a newsletter. Along with the usual baptism stats, scripture quotes, etc, it contained a story of an unfortunate young woman who had recently taken her own life. This woman lived in the area of one of the chapels in a bigger city and was called "one of ours." The MP added - If only one of the missionaries had met her while she was going through such a bad time in her life, we could have taught her the gospel and brought her into the fold. She lived so close to the church, how was she missed? This is an important lesson on why we must be diligent with making investigator contacts and knocking on doors. Literal lives will be saved!
At the time, I'm sure I shed a tear and took the weight of this person's death on my already heavy shoulders. We must find these desperate individuals and give them true happiness! A death like this in our mission truly means that I have failed.
It's really awful now that I remember this manipulation. For a moment I thought, "Did I imagine this whole thing?" but I found the original newsletter still saved in my BOM carry case. Sadly it's very, very real.