Posted by:
Nightingale
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Date: June 21, 2011 02:57PM
THE SECOND THREAD ON THE SAME TOPIC.
O.
M.
G.
[snark off]
We've had hundreds of threads on the same topics over the years and when people have something to discuss it can spill over into two, three, four threads.
Obviously there are still aspects of this for me to discuss with outofutah. I don't care if other people are bored, irritated, or disinterested. In that case, she and I can continue until we're done. And inevitably the thread will sink through lack of interest or being full up and timing out.
Nobody likes it when they are mischaracterized, such as her calling me a liar and giving zero proof and refusing to retract in spite of my responses and explanations.
I don't recall my advice to you bd about the incident you mention. I can't think of an instance where I would lightly and hurriedly say just let it go if someone used the L word against you.
Last summer a poster repeatedly called me a liar, again with zero proof and no truth to the claim, and that served as his response from then on, not needing to focus on any other point of discussion.
I find that if these types of incidents are ignored or left unchallenged they soon turn into urban myth around here. For a board full of people who want to know truth and value truth I find it strange that some think throwing around the word 'liar' is no big deal.
I know it's "just the Internet" and "only a message board" but still it's a community of people who "know" each of us, if only by our board names, and while I'm not reeling in devastation at outofutah's mischaracterization of me it is not something I would ignore. I have a right to defend and explain myself and I'm exercising that right.
I realize it's appropriate at some point to let it go, but not the day it occurs or even for several days after.
As for your comment above, bd, about me getting more upset by this than Sandie (or words to that effect) I did already acknowledge that by saying somewhere above that I wouldn't spend a lot of time on that aspect of it as Sandie didn't seem to take it too much to heart.
It's not just about Sandie though. There are other aspects of this that I've been wanting to discuss for a while.
The reason, as I believe I explained yesterday in one of these related posts, that I get irked at what I see as 'fundamentalism' is that to me it lacks compassion. Everything is so cut and dried, either/or, black and white, and I have suffered in my life from that type of attitude. So yes, it is a trigger for me when I see, hear or read it.
I do know it isn't up to me to defend another poster but I speak out when I see something I disagree with or something that brings to mind any topic or occurrence that relates to the wording in a post or what it causes me to think about that may or may not be directly related to comments in the post.
Often, to me, complete silence (i.e., no responses or nobody speaking out on behalf of another) can _feel_ like you're all alone and nobody cares about you or your situation or feelings or else, worse, everyone agrees with the one who is deriding you. So, sometimes I speak out, either to show support for another poster or to address an issue that is of interest or personal importance to me.
BD, you'd have to give me more info about the time I apparently said "let it go" re the lying thing. If I said that, maybe a lot of time had passed by, or everything had been said that could be and things weren't going to change or ???
I know I react strongly to being called that particular name (liar) but it's because truth is so meaningful to me. I can't stand liars and I am not a liar.