Date: October 29, 2010 11:19PM
The nicest part of the 'book' of one's life, the bit in which one was a naive, brainwashed 'Mo-bot', is waking up to the demonstrable fact that Mormonism is a fraud, and liberating oneself totally from the Morg by resigning. Here's how: http://home.teleport.com/~packham/leaving.htm
You cannot change the past. You can, however, non-judgmentally accept that you acted according to your awareness at the time (we all did) and consciously make good/healthy choices for your life. You'll be happy and at peace that way.
Here's info. about how to psychologically move past Mormon 'programming' that may be of interest: http://members.shaw.ca/blair_watson/