Posted by:
BrownLamanite
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Date: July 11, 2011 12:03AM
Almost two months ago I started my journey out of Mormonism. I spent one year of my life as a Mormon, I learned a lot of good things, but I just don't believe most of the doctrines. I was baptized because it was a moment in my life when I was very hungry for God, but I now realize Mormonism is not the way for me.
It's been eight weeks since my family and I haven't been to Mormon church. I feel much better now, because I was constantly worrying, feeling pressured to believe, trying to censor the questions I had of the church and its beliefs.
Today I attended a Bible-centered church service. This non-denominational Christian church is focused on the family, something many Mormons in my ward claimed only the Mormon church had the monopoly. I now see that many members of my ward, starting with the bishop, tried to scared me so that I wouldn't leave: curses, menaces, Scripture quotes, etc.
My family and I are moving forward. My wife now supports my decision, and all of us are leaving the Mormon church as a family. It was a year that we spent as Mormons, from June 10 to May 11. I'm taking all the good I learned, keeping a few good friends from our ward, and tossing out all the fears and regrets.
I'm ready to write my letter to have my name removed from the church records.
I thank all of you who gave me your advice. Two months ago I thought this was going to be an almost impossible task. Now I feel liberated, full of faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, and not dependent on a church.
Thank you.
En Cristo.