Posted by:
Beth
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Date: May 28, 2023 02:16AM
elderolddog Wrote:
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> Beth Wrote:
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> > Who the heck is Judic West?
>
>
> I first read this question about five
> or six years ago (but time has become fluid,
> amorphous...and bubbly!), and I gave the
> questioner (Soft Machine, aka Sift Machine) what I
> considered to be a proper response, with not one
> single joke, pun or jab-at-Gladys.
>
> It is the pen name I came up with when
> given the silly, lark-about assignment by my
> teacher in either 7th or 8th grade, at good old
> Fifth Street Elementary School in Las Vegas,
> Nevada.
>
> I have absolutely no recollection of
> how or why I came up with either name, although I
> remain quite proud of the first name. The
> surname causes me to belch a bit of guilty
> uncertainty... In choosing that surname, was I
> throwing shade on my non-White ethnicity, was I
> trying to hide or decorate my brown skin?
>
> All I can truthfully contribute to
> this is that I grew up in a totally White
> ambiance, as did the five cousins with whom I had
> only occasional, superfluous contacts. My
> parents did not act the least bit Hispanic, except
> that my dad would curse in Spanish after a bad
> golf shot. So, en fin, Whiteness was all I
> really knew; how could I chose something I wasn't
> aware of?
>
> It wasn't until my call to the Mexican
> Mission and the two years in-country that soon
> followed that I became somewhat aware of who I was
> supposed to be. But "becoming a man" doesn't
> mean you lose all of the boy who existed
> beforehand. But I can do a somewhat accurate
> impersonation of a Spanish-speaking brown
> person...
>
> Finally, I've come to believe that
> Judic West is just me - if I were fabulously
> wealthy and had an unlimited supply of water
> balloons to throw at Gladys Lot!
>
> I took the noble, superior, even
> haughty being we all believe we have inside us,
> knocked him down a few pegs, unleashed his libido,
> gave him a perm, extended his curfew to 4:00am,
> put him on a diet, signed him up at the gym, gave
> him soap and hair spray and told him to be a good
> person.
>
> So far, it's not working out, but one
> can always hope.