Posted by:
Mrs. Estzerhaus
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Date: July 18, 2011 12:19AM
I don't know if this will help. When I left, I didn't know for sure if Mormonism was true or not. I did know it wasn't making me happy so I decided to take a break. If it was true, reading anti-Mormon stuff wouldn't change my mind, right? I didn't even need to read anything against Mormonism because I kept running into books by Mormons who were excommunicated for giving a different view than what church leaders condoned. As time went by, Mormonism changed. I didn't change, but when the old "Prophet" died, the one taking his place said we never taught things that I knew they did teach.
Other churchs seemed a lot like Mormonism. Worship some invisible man so I won't burn in Hell just seems mental to me. I looked into several other religions, both ancient and current ones, but they all looked forward to death before actually finding out if there was a God. I decided God probably didn't exist, but humans were looking for answers about life's mysteries. They had no explanation for disease, thunder, stars, where babies come from, etc! Through out history leaders, like a King/Queen found that making up a God was a good way to control people, and to give them money. There have probably been hundreds of Gods, and those ancient people had testimonies too!
So, just educate yourself. Talk to people, read, travel, etc. You have a life time ahead of you. I left when I was 28. Now I'm 58, and would need a labotomy to believe Mormon lies again. Yep, religion uses shame, guilt, and other believers to keep you down. Richard Packham's site is a good place to start. His list of books are terrific:
http://packham.n4m.org/#MORMONISMKeep in touch ;o)