Posted by:
forestpal
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Date: July 25, 2011 03:37AM
It has helped to read on RFM that this is normal. Personally, I feel bad that so many Mormons lose their belief in Christ and God, too, when they find out Joseph Smith and Mormonism is all a hoax. Joseph Smith has nothing to do with God. The Mormons preach a very different God, different Christ. Some of what they teach is the opposite of what Christ taught (such as unconditional love, monogamy, the sanctity of marriage, Christ's atonement saving ALL, etc.) Remember, Mormons are NOT Christians. They worship Joseph Smith and the other prophets, and Thomas Monson ABOVE what the Bible says.
My children and I were abused in the Mormon church, so I probably have a worse phobia than most, and it calms me down to remember that the Mormon church is a CULT, and other religions are not.
When I first started going to various churches, I would feel very nervous, like I wanted to run. I sat in the back, alone, by the door. A couple of times, I left, just to prove that I was free to leave, whenever I wanted to. If people started asking me questions, such as my name, where I live, or anything else, I would excuse myself and bolt. It gave me flashbacks of how aggressive and intrusive the Mormons were.
We like the Methodist, Lutheran, and non-denominal churches in our neighborhood. We switch it up, so we won't become too deeply involved. We feel the need to do charity work, and we decided to keep that completely separate from religion.
There's a place in my forest, that I call "the cathedral", where the trees form a great dome, which turns gold in the fall. I sometimes go there to pray. I agree about nature.
Jesus himself had no church building, no formal meetings. In fact, he didn't like the temples and the pharasies and the money changers. The only rituals I recall in the bible were the ones performed on the occasion of The Last Supper. Somehow, I can't imagine Jesus or the God of the Universe caring about underwear and tattoos.
Above all, whatever church you attend--it should be UPLIFTING.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 07/25/2011 03:41AM by forestpal.