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dominikki
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Date: August 10, 2011 05:34PM
I wonder was it just texts or more? Either way is not good IMO, as someone who has been cheated on in text/e-mail and for real cheating, either one hurts just as bad. Now if the texts were innocent flirting then, ok that's naughty but not neccesarily cause for divorce, however, if the text/e-mails contained sexual innuendo, promises of something more after ditching the wife, well, that is a completely different story. My husband did these things to me, I would find texts that said things like "wish I could spend a week in a cabin with just you and me" not appropriate for a married man, I don't care how liberal your view is. I found an e-mail that said "I can't wait for the day that we can be together physically and spiritually" "I love looking into your beautiful blue eyes" "you are my soul mate" now, to me whether or not he slept with her is moot, sex is easy, it's the relationship he had with this woman that hurt me the most, I would have hated knowing that he "just" screwed her and that was that, what I will never be able to forgive is the "relationship" the connection that he deliberatly cultivated with a woman that was not his wife, knowing it was wrong. Your situation is much different than mine, I understand that, my marraige was not in trouble, at least not that I knew, and yours obviously is, but no matter how bad things are, you should be able to speak honestly to your wife, and she to you. You are both unhappy, staying for the kids is not the smartest because no matter how much you hide from them kids ALWAYS know...maybe divorce, while scary, as change often is, would be the best thing for both of you. You're not a bad person, you made mistakes, we all do, some worse than others, but you are not evil nor would I lump you with murderes, even having been in a similar situation...I chose to...not forgive my husband, but accept what he did and try to get past it. IMO it sounds to me like maybe, possibly...you used this as the catalyst to get out of the marraige? Like maybe you didn't know how to walk away so you forced her hand so to speak? Maybe I'm wrong but that is what it sounds like to me. Good luck, I wish you well and you're not a bad person, just human. But I recommend that next time try honesty, it works better and in the long run it hurts less.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 08/10/2011 05:38PM by dominikki.