Give me an "amen" if this was your mantra when you couldn't find an answer for any number of inconsistencies, discrepancies, and outright impossibilities concerning kolobian doctrine & history..
The only "reason" I could come up with when I truly saw and understood the problems of church history, doctrine, etc.....was.....that it was all made up and therefore I was under no obligation to abide by the rules.
So I quit pretty much right after I saw the Tanner's big blue book and realized they were the ones being truthful, not th church. I was two years into BYU and did finished my degree.
But then I never believed all the way....I rejected it as a child and only tried it as an adult to give it fair shake. As soon as I saw what it really was, it confirmed the way I had felt my entire life about the church, so leaving it was easy and a relief.