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Quoth the Raven "Nevermo"
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Date: October 24, 2011 01:48PM
I was raised Presbyterian, and became an atheist when I was 14 and read "Chariots of the Gods", which is now shown to be junk science about early UFOs who were gods to primitive man. I never really believed in Christianity other than the cultural aspects (loved the mythology of xmas and such).
But the book was enough for me to give into my doubts and say that Christianity was all bunk. When I was 16 my uncle committed suicide and it was very hard to deal with that with no belief in an afterlife.
When I was in college I starting believing that there might be some sort of god, but that Christianity and all religions were just myths.
Now I am a pagan, I believe in a creator who set things in motion but who is fairly detached but there are spiritual entities that exist to address human goals.
I nearly died as an infant from an infection of the belly button (such an ignoble way to die!). This was before antibiotics and was apparently a major cause of infant mortality. I was stuck in an incubator and baptized (not necessarily in that order) and the infection erupted externally, not internally, thus saving my life.
From the earliest memory, I have always had the same dream. I dream that I am floating and I have a feeling of euphoria. These dreams were so real to me that I remember trying to convince my fellow kindergarten pals that I really could float. As I have gotten older, the dream now has me doubting that I can float, I say that it is not possible and then I find I can, and I think “How could I have forgotten, it is like breathing”.
I think I had a near death experience as an infant and it manifested itself in that dream. I call that spirit The Sentient One and it is like idea of Buddha, just pure love. I think the sentient one is beyond the comprehension of humans and that there are localized energies who deal with human wants and needs. A group of people collectively create the gods that they need. I think that is why the Old Testament god is so different than the New Testament god, they represent the needs of different groups of people at different times. For me, one spiritual path is as valid as anther, because they are all just paths to same thing. I believe in reincarnation, that it takes many life times to gain wisdom.
Given my beliefs, I find Joe’s adolescent vision of god and heaven to be just ridiculously childish. Like the creator of the universe has nothing better to do than to engage in mindless sex to create spirit children? How....mundane. Joe’s religion is so obviously the desires of an emotionally immature man.