Posted by:
piper
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Date: December 28, 2011 04:16PM
So, as it turns out, I love teaching. The schedule is absolutely insane, as I am teaching at two schools a half hour apart from each other. It really is a position I believe needs two people to fill, instead it is currently filled by one super human. haha :)
I am struggling, however, with finding a balance between work and homework and housework and being a mom and being a wife. Mr. Piper now gets the kids ready for school, makes breakfast, packs lunches, does my daughter's hair and everything. He is amazing. He also commutes a half hour to work, and there is simply not enough time in either of our days to maintain the housework. I am going to have to hire someone to come in a few times a month to help keep things up.
This brings me to my question. I miss my life as a stay at home mom terribly. I miss my routine with my kids, picking them up and dropping them off at school. I miss the cooking and even the cleaning. I miss seeing my mommy friends and my daily walks. Is this normal? I love my job, don't get me wrong. But I hate coming home to a house full of chores I don't have time or energy to stay on top of. Is this just a product of my brainwashed childhood belief that a woman belongs in the home? Or is it a normal part of transitioning to working? Will it get better?