Posted by:
mollymuses
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Date: January 03, 2012 06:59PM
All of the above suggestions are wise and hilarious. However, here's what I am going to send back:
Mr. [Redacted],
Receiving your letter was deeply distressing. I have not been a member of the LDS Church since November of 2010. In my notarized letter indicating the termination of my membership I requested no further contact. I am not inclined to share my personal feelings with strangers. It is troubling to me that you had my address. I have not provided the LDS Church with my home address since 2007. It's upsetting to learn that I was tracked down and that my information is still being kept and updated by the LDS Church although I am no longer a member and specifically withdrew my consent to be kept on your rolls or treated as a member. This behaviour does not demonstrate respect for personal privacy.
The cold tone of the letter is astonishing, considering the nature of the demand made, but it is further distressing that matters related to my former spouse were pushed on me with no warning or sensitivity. People can grow, change, and improve, but any progress Mr. Ex makes in resolving the issues that have troubled him so deeply must be done without me.
I recognize the possibility you are just following procedure and may not have been made aware of my resignation and request for no contact. I have included a copy here for your reference.
Despite all this, I will answer your questions. I am not doing this out of a desire to help or hinder Mr. Ex's petition. That is none of my affair. I am responding because this is an opportunity to sever the very last tie between myself and my former spouse.
To answer your specific question, there are no outstanding financial issues related to our divorce.
To answer your more general question, I will only note that Mr. Ex has not met the requirements of the repentance process with regard to offences he has caused to me. He continues to demonstrate a bitterness of spirit toward me that would make it difficult if not impossible to be ready to take another spouse. As part of the repentance process, recompense must be made to the person who was wronged. Mr. Ex has never acknowledged his role in the breakdown of our marriage, let alone demonstrated remorse. To the contrary; when I filed for divorce he put on a mask of piety to avoid engaging with his mistakes while simultaneously engaging in cruel and childish slander that persists to this day.
I chose to end the marriage when I learned that his homosexual tendencies had progressed beyond curiosity and pornography use to making arrangements to meet men for sex. Being caught in this behaviour caused him to react with hysteria. He brought his scriptures to my father's workplace to lecture him on the doctrines prohibiting divorce. He accused me of brainwashing him. He accused me of committing adultery with many people. He and his family called me childish names on public blogs and made claims that I was mentally ill. He wrote inaccurate and inappropriate messages on his mission's alumni website regarding our divorce.
Mr. Ex continued to hurt me even after I had left him, refusing to participate in what should have been a simple, inexpensive divorce. I further suffered from his poor choices when the police confiscated my laptop as part of their investigation into Mr. Ex as part of their investigation which led to a felony conviction and Mr. Ex's registration as a sex offender. The police found tens of thousands of illegal images on my computer depicting very small children being sexually abused. I was rightly not named as a suspect, but the process was frightening and sickening. I had to cope with the stress of the situation for some time. The incident made me fear for my freedom and reminded me that my former spouse did not ever have my best interests at heart. This second injury of betrayal greatly slowed my healing process during the divorce, which compounded the stress associated with the horrifying nature of the crime, the attendant press coverage, and the curiosity of my acquaintances.
For all these troubles, I do not believe that people should be frozen in time along with old mistakes. Any defect of personality can be overcome with good intentions and hard work. I have not spoken with Mr. Ex since the day I left the marriage, so I can not be considered a good judge of his present state of mind. We are no longer sealed, so this is not a situation involving polygamy where my feelings should be weighed. It is up to those with a more current understanding of him to determine if he has honestly engaged with his issues of homosexuality and paedophilia, and if his intended spouse is mature enough to understand what she is getting into.
The only observation I can make that is that Mr. Ex is unrepentant regarding the hurt done to me due to the continued presence of slanderous statements on websites owned by himself and members of his family. I am uncertain that someone with such bitterness toward a former spouse can be in an appropriate state to regain admission to the temple and to forge a healthy new relationship. The links below are just a small sample of many similar statements made online and verbally to my friends and family:
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The continued presence of these many postings forces me to remember painful incidents in the past when friends stumble across them, note the cruelty of this behaviour, and ask questions about our former relationship. While my acquaintances are well meaning and always show support against such bizarre obsession after so many years, these are not conversations worth having. I wished for all ties to be severed, but these digital attacks linger because material printed online cannot fade the way memories do.
There is nothing by way of an apology that will really mean much to me at this point. However, were Mr. Ex to remove the statements he and his family have posted on various Internet sites, it would cut the last tie between us and prevent the whole sad matter from popping up as often as it does. This is the only recompense I could ask for at this point. I have refrained from speaking about him in this manner, and a healthy, mature person wishing to make progress in life would be wise to do the same. Clinging to past hurt will only lead to misery and makes a poor foundation for a happy future.
This information should be a satisfactory answer to your request. In return I expect that no more efforts will be made by my former spouse or former religion to reopen a chapter of my life that is long over. I bear no bitterness or ill will toward either party, but I am bewildered at the continued attempts by both to intrude into my life. I do not wish to dwell on the parts of my past that have nothing to offer to my future.
In the strongest terms possible, I remind you that I am not a member of the LDS Church and therefore have a legal expectation to be left alone. Remove my name and address from all of your records. Do not continue to track where I live. Do not continue to keep record of me. Do not refer to me as "Sister" or contact me in any way. If I am contacted again by any official of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I will take whatever legal actions are necessary to ensure my privacy.
MOLLY