Posted by:
ontheDownLow
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Date: January 17, 2012 11:17AM
When I was discovering the fraud of the lds church last year at this time, i noticed the ward going into full help mode for me and my family. They sent the missionaries over to give us a pep talk.
They asked us if we had a testimony of prayer in which for the first time I actually could say yes, as a non-believer although I take an atheist position now.
40 years growing up in the church, I could never understand ppl who had stories about the power of prayer. Even on my mission, I felt like there was something seriously wrong with me. Why did I always feel like I was talking to the wall when I was praying? Moreover, I never wanted a patriarch blessing. In fact, everyone in the MTC made fun of me cuz I didn't have one. I used to look at others like my investigators when they said their prayers were answered to look in their eyes and see how. I just couldn't understand how God was talking to them and not me. Why?
Of course now, I think the lds church is lying and its all a fraud. However, during my discovery of it, I gave out an extreme heart felt prayer pleading for an answer to the BOM. The next morning, I began studying the scriptures when I stumbled upon an epiphony while reading chapter 13:4-8 of 1 Corinthians. Compare this to Moroni 7:45
I always read Moroni 7 all my life to cheer me up, and I also recognized the part about the parable of the good vs. a bad fountain being vaguely familiar with Matthew 7 and Christs' parable of the good tree bad tree, but I figured it was another prophet putting it in his own words.
How ironic that my prayer was answered upon my exit.