Posted by:
bornmomo
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Date: March 16, 2013 01:53AM
I was born into the church, in fact, im related to wilford woodruff. My parents moved from utah right before i was born in texas. My parents bought the house 9 houses from the church because it was 9 houses away. I admit, the social aspect was all i cared about. i had friends that had similar views i grew up with and was comfortable with, i even graduated from early morning seminary. The activities were fun but i never memorized a single scripture and i feel that is how i escaped the brain washing. the church never really clicked with me aka never had a testimony. I got lucky that my older sister paved the way when she was 17 and left the church. I didn't do it because she did, i did it because she taught my parents how to accept and love their children for who they are and not try to make them something they are not. In addition to, all 3 times i've talked to the bishop about my issues, i come out feeling that i am damned to hell if i don't change. My parents left me no option to stay in texas after i finished highschool so i followed them to SALT LAKE CITY! I always went to church out of respect for my parents but as soon as i moved out on my own here in utah, i never went back. i have no ill feelings and like most believe, to each their own. today, i have a better connection to my own god (referring to the word "namaste" which means, i respect the god in you) and spirituality and feel more connected to my family, past and present, more than ever. the best part is, my husband is right there with me and i can give my daughter the chance to experience all religions and choose one for herself with logic and reason. Thankyou for reading this and would love any questions or comments you have.