Posted by:
SusieQ#1
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Date: April 22, 2013 02:41PM
DonQuijote Wrote:
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> Same here. I was confused about so many
> contradictions in church teachings, so I prayed
> every night for several months for God to tell me
> the truth and not leave me in the dark. I agreed
> that I would accept the truth no matter what it
> was, as long as it was 100% clear to me what the
> truth was. Then I soon read about how the church
> was actually started and where it's beliefs came
> from, how the Book of Mormon was written, etc. and
> saw that everything I believed was wrong. It
> wasn't the answer that I wanted but I got what I
> asked for!
You too? I was a young woman convert.
The contradictions bothered me for years.
I am a believer in timing. I had to be in the right place/time in my life for the info I needed to get to me and be accepted.
The amazing acceptance of the visions, supernatural, and metaphysical claims didn't astound me as much after I read some of D. Michael Quin's book: "Early Mormonism and the Magic World View" plus some of the series by B H Roberts (I just posted some of the sections from that book).
LDS History from BH Roberts that was a wake up call for me!!
http://exmormon.org/phorum/read.php?2,867152,867152#msg-867152It all began to jell. Then it hit me: I was asking the wrong questions - it was the beginning that didn't ad up to the way it was being taught. I could trust myself, after all.
Then began a whole new process. (another story for another time)