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intjsegry
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Date: April 24, 2013 03:12PM
“If we have the truth, it cannot be harmed by investigation. If we have not the truth, it ought to be harmed.” – President J. Reuben Clark
For many of you, you've never had any type of explanation as to why I left the Mormon church. Mostly, no one has even asked. Many told me I was "going to hell" and insinuated that I wanted to leave so I could sin and not live "the commandments". These reasons were not only false, but also were/are incredibly thoughtless and condescending. Every person who has passed this judgement on me (some of which have written me letters full of name calling, and other who have said it in phone calls), have never apologized, and have never even asked me why.
It's time I provide the reason.
I won't go into the emotional details about my departure or my decision to do so; (if you want it, I'm free to share my story, just ask), but for now I feel the strong desire to post something that sums up all the inaccuracies and untruths that I discovered on my way out of Morminism.
For a long time, I ignored anything I heard that sounded as if it might be "slander" or contradictory to the church. I was taught to even entertain these notions was be on the scary precipice of "thinking myself out of the church". A horrible phase that taught me to mistrust my intellect and thoughts processes. So, I didn't. I shut off my many, many questions, and just tried to live day by day, avoiding my thoughts.
It took me years away from the church to finally have the courage to really look at its history. I knew in my heart it was false, I knew I didn't believe, but I didn't want to face the facts, and frankly, emotionally, I couldn't.
Finally, 4 years later I have begun to really dig into what I was taught, or rather, what I was not taught about the church.
I want you to know that after years of soul searching, I sent in my formal resignation to the church a few months ago. Documents (such as the one posted below) are a huge part of the reason I could no longer associate with the church and choose to request my name be officially removed.
***DISCLAIMER*** Please, if you don't wish to alter your perception of Mormonism, if you are happy with it, and have no desire to look at this document, don't. You have a choice here, you don't have to click on anything, read anything, or question it. You can go on believing that I simply wanted to sin, or I was hard hearted or lead by the devil. Either way, it is here, I have said what I needed to, and now the choice is yours.****
http://mormonthink.com/personalstories/A_Letter_to_a_CES_Director.pdf