Posted by:
paintingintheWIN
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Date: August 14, 2013 11:45PM
often full of irritable people, and they (or we, myself included sadly for my ego) often aren't 'nice. They're irritable. Grieiving. Griping. People. Suffering.
Can I tell you a joke? Its true, its a true story. (yes irritableones, another narrative. I'm all about stories.) Yesterday or the day before, I asked who is my guide? What is the name of my angel? Do I get to know? My husband says I do, he asked, what? nobody told you the name of your angel? His mother told him a name for his. LOL I felt guilt talking with angels instead of Heavenly Father as a young tbm wife, nobody suggested when I was at church that I even rated, or warranted my own angel. After all, everyone had to share ONE Holy Ghost & if we went wrong that sucker would leave. LOL Not sounding GO-oood! at all. So,
back to the day, before yesterday. I asked space, who is my angel what is your name. & I heard a thought Simon. What ! Simon Says I yell inside myself. Of c ourse- that's the best you can make up LOL that's obviously me talking to myself & that's the best I can do- SimON! Come on! incredulous at my own internal humor, I turn over and go back to sleep.
The next day, I have moment with my husband. Talking with him, I tell my silly tale. He quietly turns his head, and said of course. after I say Simon. I didn't get to tell my sarcastic joke- he said you've had a lot of suffering. Simon is the saint, patron saint of suffering.
omg. so you don't think this is silly I asked him. How did you know? what? he asked, not mocking me at all, who Simon the saint is? Ah book of stories about saints my mother read to me when I was young, great pictures she kept by the fireplace.
no one hardly believes the suffering within our lives, within our past, sometimes, even now. & scorn & contempt they roll like ocean waves.
sometimes it seems to me, apparently those barely containing their suffering can't hardly suffer someone else to live call them a fool instead.
I'm just sayin
Its a whole life of stuff out there. This board to me is about getting it on into coffee, into c ream, into chocolate latte, alot, gettin out of the mormon crypt while there's still some coffee and cream and computers.