Thankyou to those who replied to my artical need advice for
newlife decision. I fasted for a few days,and with the comfort
of knowing I was not alone in my new search for truth after
being a fool for mormonism mind controlling relegion,I had
a moment of letting go all anger and worldly cravings that
had consumed me since falling out with the lds church to boiling point. When the heat died down and love returned
I could see that its really up to us to see beond all relegions
and not hide behind the cloaks of these relegions to establish
our real idenity. Gay people surrender totally to there
half biological make up,and some move beond the shunning
and judgments especially by relegions. Tho spiritually
some still choose to wrestle with morals and hetrosexuality
who are needy still wanting partnership in their life with
the right soul mate. Some dont need to consider re-marrige
ever again because only mormonism pressures one that it is
essential for entering heaven among the womanizing gods
of plual marrige for every worthy mormon who makes it to
pharisee heaven.

During my fast, even vegitarian for about 10 days now
and closing my door from distractions to avoid temptations
to lite up a smoke, I surrended to my free-agent decision
to enjoy the escape from mad human conciousness of the flesh
and took apon myself, in motion the visualization of a being
a whale that that was not beached anylonger and was flowing
again in the sea of love and colour and beauty. Just flowing
endlessly and no shark could attack me because I swam with
other whales, mainly ex mormon whales that took the time to
dream a little and forget all there human flaws and just
be a FISH pure and flowing under the sea of mystery.

All gods creatures we are, who are not conformed to human
conditions, just enjoying the flowing love and appeciation
of nature.....Then I saw a SHARK with the head of Brigham Young
and many little shark babies swimming with him,his plual dumb wifes now with angry little teeth and even smaller shark sons
and daughters just wandering in the depths of the ocean searching for victims to conform to mormon misery and seduction.

We were making our heaven or hell on earth.
Giving up on love to hide behind relegion was a great falsehood and deception and wasted life, and so much for morals
as these self-rightous wicked sharks did not look happy
as preditors of other fish for kicks.

I was glad to be a big lump whale in swirls of loving intelligence not conformed to mormonism.

I awoke from my vision and went to the fridge and ate
like a whale,or more so human,because my old mormon concious
told me I was lazy and fat as a whale and should be all lean
as a shark and take apon myself the two edge sword of mormon
rightousness,so I rebelled and ate to fight off the mormon
dictating depression of its shark jaws that still had some
grip in my life in reality.

I hope the dieing experience is like my vision in the beautfal ocean of purity, and tho there were sharks, the dosile loving
whales protected each other.

thanks for the iron of strength found on this site
to fight off those mormon sharks..

Love is all there is that is real. The rest is fiction
and we make it all up. The moment Love takes over
maybe to attract other love whales of no conformity
the sharks cant hurt us anymore.

Love and fact is greater stranger than fiction because
the true god is love and he desire not one sheep is lost
or decieved by pharisee doctrines.

Love does not attack blacks or gays etc.
The true church is not racist or be head those who are
not members of it.

levite...

What color is the sky in your world Levite ?

this might be a trick question mate. But on my meds and legal
drugs the sky is always blue and thats normal.
Without my meds the sky turns yellow and the rivers to pink.
I try to stay normal as possible, tho masonary rituals
use to expand my world even more and motivate rightousness
but the word of the bible should be enought do do so, tho
the bible seems boring compared to the celestial doctrines
of mormonism but unfortently my moroni experience at near
point death at accident scene that led me to discover mormonism and its temples with my friend blowing his trumpet
as the everlasting angel messager has to be false because
the bible says any other gospel preaching any other message
let that churched be accursed and prooven false.

I wake up and smell the roses and try to discover a world
without pagen symbolism to arrive at my destiny.

levite.