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Date: August 23, 2013 12:25PM
I don't think I can handle this anymore. I discuss things with my spouse, which I love dearly, but all I get back are expressions of hope and testimony. I know I was in the same shoes not that long ago, but having presented the facts, I can't believe how thick-headed my spouse is. After returning from spending time with the in-laws, I get questions about my worthiness and asked if I have unresolved sins. I'm attacked for being closed-off and defensive, even when I keep my cool and discuss matters as calmly as possible...just expressing my beliefs and thoughts and not attacking the church. I don't want to be separated from my wife and kids, but it's painful to stay and by judged, criticized, and be compared to an anti-Christ (that's the latest one). I'm not going to kill myself, but I really find myself wishing that I could just get sick or get in a terrible accident.
Does this ever get better? I'm guessing it does for some and not for others...