Winston, hold firm on not going on a mission. Remember, you don't need to JADE -- justify, argue, defend, or explain. You are an adult and you get to choose. Some of your peers who go on missions will be coming home early, anyway. They don't know it yet, but they will.
The same goes in terms of your reasons for leaving the church. You don't need to justify anything to anyone. You can leave it
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