As much as i know you guys are trying to help i didn't come here for help or advice just to see if anyone could relate to the situation i am in. I know and understand my mental health and what resources there are. This is about my situation with my sibling. The mention of my mental health was for context not to be told what i need to do without you knowing me at all. Like the title of this thread
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I know they would have a more primary relationship. I am more concerned with the major personality shift in a short time and knowing it will be more drastic once they are actually married and are to keep up with temple standards. Also, I don't have a physician because I'm too poor to have health insurance let alone pay for therapist/psychologist fees that would be needed to treat anything i have.
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Thank you all ao much. It's been hard for me to fathom that someone would choose such a short relationship over a 25 year friendship but i have been out for so long i think i have forgotten the grasp the church gan hold on you, let alone puppy dog love. I know I'll make it through this. This is just the beginning which is always the hardest part. Really. Thanks. Your words mean a lot.
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I know this is very self pitying but idk where to turn. I'm James and I have severe social anxiety. It is hard to talk to people in general let alone make new friends. I've drifted apart from a bunch of friends I've had over the years but I have always had my life long best friend, my younger sibling. We have always been really close and even through all the mess of me leaving mormonism for buddh
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