Yes I do. Or I used to, a LOT. I think my dear husband is my recovery place, but I feel guilty for relying on him quite so much.
I always wished I had a different childhood/young adulthood, but my husband says, "Without your past you wouldn't be the you I love!"
That doesn't make it all better, but I am glad it resulted in making me so ideal for him, because he is ideal for me!
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