After I "connfessed" my out-of-wedlock miscarriage at week 39 to my bishop during my "less-activity", that also was the reason why I had to quit my job on a daycarecenter for babys up from 8 weeks because I simply couldn't handle it anymore, and after I told him that I am most likely won't have a baby again due myoma but that it is my desire to be a mother (happy that it turne
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Finally real winter has arrived. It's cold and it snowed so we grabbed our sleigh and went out with our little pea. She totally enjoyed the experience and riding down a little hill with daddy. I made a snickerscheesecake, that was more than delicious and we had some hot chocolate with it Actually we had so much of it that our stomachs ached. But it was worth it.
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In german its kinda old style like gound jn the Lutheran translation of the Bible mixed with 19 century use of language. They claim that the german version is on of the most accurate word to word translation of the english version. In Prayer we use the personal instead of formal adressing,(Du vs. Sie,those who know german know the struggle) but when written with a Capitol letter. Compared to
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Sounds nice but I say cheers with a Guinness today
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30k seems way too high to me for an average wedding. What are these guys doing for their reception? 15k for a mormonwedding? I can't remember a wedding that seems that expensive to me.Leave alone the Kool-Aid and Muffin (or potluck) weddings in the Culthall.(They CAN be cool and charming too, but they don't cost a pile of money) Since Boyfriend and I are planning on our wedding I am surpri
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I can't imagine to be a SAHM no way.I'm more than happy that I can start work fulltime again, when our daughter is 10 month old and BF takes a semester off to be a fulltime SAHD for the next 6 months. I love my family I kove my baby but Im definitely not made to become a crafting Cinderella, who is in charge for a clean house and a happy husband. No I didn't work my ass off to get a good graduat
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Well....seems legit. Дурако́в не се́ют,не жнут,са́ми родя́тся.
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I am waiting for a disclosure like wiki leaks about the inner circle and their financials. I think that may be - beside the doctrinal bigotry -the lasr straw for a lot of TBM. As long as it is only single falling humans in sex scandals or something like that it may shatter the shelf of sone locals but not in general. As long as it isn't a GA, who is in prostitutes and drugs or even worse things
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My mom is a great Bowie admirer, although she was a TBM I was always familiar with good "satanistic" music. Farewell David may you rock with Lemmny (and other great guys) on the other side.
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Whole family was striked by evil stomach flu, so we spent hours of cleaning the bathrooms and producing crap - BF called it a Mormonsunday. And yet it still was less disgusting than 3hrs+ of church.
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This is simply not true. Most of those who were baptized in that ward in the past year identified themselves as muslim and even practicing muslim before they converted. Well money is maybe not the leading reason for them, but the church provides a broad network, when it comes to things like getting a flat or a job.... or a spouse of course. All of these can legitimate an easier permanent stay/ful
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That explains their skills in stalking and snooping after someone without harming a valid restriction order. Creepy. Very creepy.
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As a hardcore SW lover and esp.a lover of the good old ones and Darth Vader admirer I was a little disappointed by the movie. I highly welcome that they finally have a woman and person of color as strong main characters but it is actually a 3D makeover of ANH, ESB and ROJ. And you feel the Disney flavor. ): And because of that I'm a little afraid, that they will ruin Rey with "Disney-Princ
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We just entered the fresh new year 38 mins ago :) - we will have a good one hope all of you too
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I just heard today that our ward outnumbered most of all wards in their baptizing and convertbaptisms this year. "Oh we grow so much" you hear them saying. And yes there were around 20 baptism this year in this ward, a number the whole zone actually can't do. Not only is it annoying that someone falls for their con and crap - but what is really upsetting ALL of their converts were re
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Not started not motivated to hit ubercrowded shopping malls - maybe next week on ama zon
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Just say you want to leave although you feel like you are treated as a prisoner or a slave you are still an sound and legit adult. Pack your bag and leave. It's not that hard. You are a volunteer, nothing more and nothing less. If you are up for drama and want some fun have sex with a random member (but make sure it's a single person, don't destroy a family and use a rubber!)
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Exactly. I know some of these babies too, thats why I wondered if they let them go away with it or take on any actions if it is too obvious.
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I was just wondering how T$CC will deal with a couple, who obviously "disobeyed" the moral codex of the church.(having sex and getting pregnant out of wedlock) Just like giving birth to a regular evolved child 6 or 7 months after they got married and sealed in the temple? Will they take any actions on them? Like disciplinary actions or will they swipe it under the rug and not talking
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BF left early 2 years ago now. He was out for nearly 18 months and simply had no testimony, no power, no intention to waste another half year for this church.The first time he mentioned that he likes to quit was after a year. He was never the one who wanted to serve a mission, he went when he was already 21, because of family pressure he gaves finally in. It was actually me, who tried to make
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We celebrated Nikolaus and went to our local christmasmarket with our little One.Had some nice food and dd rode in a carousel with daddy for the first time. It was sweet and fun.
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#asaviorisborn I served in primary for years. I was primary leader for years and never, never ever I even wasted a single thought on celebrating Joes birthday.Even when I was an uberhardcoreIshitlittlebookofmormons TBM. But in this ward and this year all are celebrating Joeys Birthday. YM/YW/Primary...
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Primary kids monthly activity in December what could be more fun than making cookies, crafting something for christmas,watching a christmas movie together or what ever - It's December and there is sooo much funthings you can do with the little ones. But what does the cult do? CELEBRATING JOSEPH SMITH'S BIRTHDAY Forget all the spirit of Christmas and a savior is born sh*t lets celebrate th
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When your belly looks like you are 7 month pregnant but your baby was born 7 month ago.... and you are the father. That was how BF looked like yesterday after maybe 5lbs of turkey mashed potatoes and sweet peas and pumpkin pie :)
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I think he has his Minions who are doing this for him. And also he has a lot of devoted fellas who think it is love when they stick their heads as deep as they can in a leadership's rectum.
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A lot of TBM would have make it far at the Stasi and other totalitarian systems. Does anyone really believe that it was fortune and grace of gawd that the first temple on german ground was built behind the wall? And yes he was involved in the issue - after he first backed up Bishop Creep he later changed his mind. But not because he belived me in the first place but in the end the evidence was
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:( I'm sorry for your experience but it's not uncommon for Mor(m)ons to act like that. My BF doesn't have a younger brother anymore and also his oldest sister and her entire family doesn't know him anymore. Similar to your experience he texted her on her birthday and she was like I don't have a brother named Joe. And his youngest brother, who is a missionary, wrote him that he don't want to be a
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The Church doesn't donate a dime they asked for the money by their humanitarian fund and the members gave. So it's not sure how many was donated and is still paid to the humanitarian fund. We will never know how much they make from it. Thry again abused their sheeps for their own good PR, not only because of the money but they also strongly encouraged the members to engage in local help organizat
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I don't want to resign but can't say anything about my motivation publicly why I want to remain a member because I'm not 100% sure if if they're know that I am posting on RfM and already disclosed who I am and sniffing around here, too.
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