Nightingale, Cl2 and shylock, I have those terrible reactions, too, periodically. I had some awful experiences in tscc, and the worst ones involved my poor children. Some of it I am unable to talk about to this day. I have been through counseling and need more still. I'll be ok for awhile, then something will trigger me and I have to crawl out of it all over again.
So hugs and love to all
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