Posted by:
Bartok
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Date: September 13, 2013 09:57PM
After numerous lessons on how I am "walking pornography" to men, I learned to be wary of men, even fear them.
Now, I do not believe any of the BS they fed me in YW anymore, but the phobia remains. I fear if I am alone with a man and he finds me attractive, he may rape me. Now I know it is freaking crazy, I do. I know men have self control, its just kind of a knee jerk reaction with me. Now I can't talk to men or go on dates because my first thought is " what if he does something?!?!" Ugh. I really hate this about me. I really do. I want to be normal and go on dates and be happy, but this fear of men causes problems.
Does anyone else have this or am I just crazy. If you have, any advice for me? Will it go away with dating and hanging out with guys?