Posted by:
volrammos
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Date: October 15, 2013 05:20AM
To put things in proportion, I am a heavy drinker and earlier I had my downs when I felt shame for drinking to much. But now when I have accepted my thirst I have started to think about how my drinking affects my life. I asked myself is there anything else in Life that have engulfed me so much?
Yes, there is and I think we all know what it is.
It was hard to quit because I needed it to be happy. Without it I felt I would die and everything would go wrong. All my life was about that simple thing that fixed everything when I felt down. It all was empty, and contained no true happiness.
When I drink to many beers I drink to be in the present and just have a good time, when I got into religion I sacrificed and lost myself completely. Everything was about easy fixes.
Do not do religion!
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 10/15/2013 05:22AM by volrammos.