Posted by:
NormaRae
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Date: October 16, 2013 07:58AM
Yeah, I have a good story. I had never been to one until my 30th reunion. And part of that was because I was married to someone who loved to humiliate me in public so I stayed away from those kinds of things.
By 30th reunion, I was an exmo, no embarrassing hubby, had gone back to college and I was not the chubby mormon girl from high school. I had bought a dress early in the summer that I absolutely loved and tanned and crash dieted over the summer to get to the 105 lbs I needed to be to fit into it (never saw that weight again).
So I told my friend who still lived in my hometown that I'd come over to her house to change before we left for the reunion because I didn't want my parents to see what I was wearing. It was NOT immodest, but it was sleeveless, form fitting and low cut. I had driven from Utah to Barstow and was staying at my parents' house.
So I was in the bathroom doing my hair and makeup and thought that I felt like a high school kid who was trying to sneak out of the house in a mini skirt. I thought, "Damn, I'm 48 years old. I'm a f**cking grandmother, forgodssake, and I'm afraid of my parents. I'm going to put that dress on before I leave."
So I got dressed, my parents were in the living room in their respective chairs and I decided to make a trial run so I went into the kitchen to get a glass of water (having to walk right past them). I made it back to the bathroom almost before I breathed. Neither of my parents said anything but I could almost see the steam coming out of my dad's ears. So I took a deep breath and said, "ok, this is it." I walked out into the living room and told them I'd be home late. My dad didn't say a word, which was actually amazing for him so it made me feel good.
But it was probably one of the most endearing things that ever happened with my mother. I think she just was at a loss for words but wanted to say something. Through my whole apostasy journey, my mom, unlike my dad, has tried, in her own way, to be accepting, no matter how much it has hurt her. So I guess she was trying to find something nice to say and she said, "Wow, I wish I'd had a figure like that when I was your age."
I smiled and when I got out the door, I started crying. It was probably the most touching moment I'd ever had with my mother. That was the first thing she could think of to say and wanted to say something nice. It is one of the most christlike things I've seen from a TBM.
Anyway, I had a blast at the reunion. Everyone was like, "NormaRae??????" By 30 years, there were no cliques, most of us had raised teenagers and survived, I had a lot of good wine and a great time. Our former Senior Class President was one of the organizers. He joined the mormon church after high school after knocking up a mormon girl, but has gone on to have 6 kids and be a bishop and is still a cool guy. Even though he was a little at a loss for words at how we had switched rolls (he being the radical in high school), I had a great visit with him and his wife.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 10/16/2013 03:00PM by NormaRae.