Posted by:
almostthere
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Date: November 01, 2013 12:21PM
I just sent a FB message to my TBM wife's apostate brother, telling him I no longer believe. I haven't even told my own mom yet. I don't talk to him much since he lives in another country, but he seems like a super nice guy to me. The reason I don't know if it was a good idea is that I am not "out" to much of anybody but my wife, and I didn't say anything to my her, and I wonder if she's gonna feel like I've gone behind her back... Dammit, why does this situation make me feel like this?!?!? Dammit!!!! Am I behaving badly?
Anyway, I THINK he is a non-believer, not a Jack-Mo, but I can't be certain. I asked him not to tell anyone about it. Hope it doesn't blow up. But, I can't just hide forever. I have to take some steps to create honesty in my life, dammit!
Other people can't read my FB messages, can they? I don't actually use FB much.
Oh, hell, I hope that wasn't too big of a mistake. Thanks for listening!