Woo-hoo! Congrats for saving yourself anon20. Being so young just think of all the crap you will avoid that the 40 somethings and 50 somethings had to endure. Best wishes.
I bet you feel like you have just won the lottery. I'm sure you will miss somethings about the country you are in. You can always return for a visit, but as a "normal tourist" instead of a brainwashed robot. Maybe things won't be as bad as expected when you see your family. Good luck!!!!