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Date: November 28, 2013 04:49PM
Not only that, but I made a huge breakthrough regarding my family.
I had been worried about my nephews being brainwashed by the cult, but I realize now that they are too smart & aware for that to happen. I mean they are 10 1/2 & almost 8, & they hate church, hate Primary, & the younger one doesn't believe that God is real (his own words). He doesn't even want to get baptized. I really have nothing to worry about regarding those kids & the cult, & I'm relieved for that.
As for some other things, I was horribly depressed because I didn't want to be a horrible person. I didn't want to believe that I hated my mom. Well, the fact is that I do. I really, really hate her, a lot in fact, & her conniving, manipulative, passive-aggressive, questing for martyrdom, abusive behavior. I was angry that the cult rips her off for thousands of dollars each year. Now I realize that she & the cult deserve each other, & that she deserves to be ripped off by the cult because of the way she is as a person.
If that makes me a horrible person, then so be it. But I have had a huge burden & depression lifted from my shoulders because I finally admitted that.