Welcome to the board Pamela, and congratulations on getting out after only 9 months. My grandparents got my family into the cult many years ago. You could have done much worse.
I used to believe that there was a divine element to my dreams. Now I know that there wasn't. Dreams represent subconscious thoughts and fears, and can sometimes provide useful insights, but they are not divine.
I have found that not paying too much attention to dreams helps me sleep better. During sleep your memory needs to rest. If you can recall a dream then it means your memory was active while asleep. I used to actively try to recall dreams which was encouraging my brain to not rest properly.