Posted by:
quatre
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Date: April 22, 2014 02:30PM
I wonder if living my life would be easier if I hadn't been born in this church. I feel so restricted and scared all the time and all I want is to be free. I see how happy my friends are who never had to deal with this ridiculous religion, who don't have to go to church or seminary all the flipping time, who can freely do all the things I can't help but feel guilty for.
Mormonism has been beaten into my brain and it's not something I can just stop believing. I hate it so much and I feel trapped and I don't know what to do.